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Sunday, July 3, 2011

Ashamed = Avoidance

I am so ashamed in myself... and in having said that, it explains why I have been avoiding this blog.

I'm over 200 again.

I hate that it is SO unbelievably easy for me to gain.

I don't want diet and exercise to be a lifelong battle. It sucks.

I'm sure I can make excuses as to why I have gained back TWENTY pounds...
1) Not making time to exercise
2) Not eating right
3) Stressing over school
4) Eating while I study
5) Being unhappy at work...

And I'm sure I could go on and on.

I have no motivation. I feel like getting pregnant is almost a hopeless cause. That I won't do well enough in my classes to get into nursing. A lot of pressure is on me and when I think about exercising I think about how much I need to study and how I can't do both at the same time.

Motivation... where are you???

1 comment:

**Angel** said...

Me too! I hear ya! Let me know if there is anything I can do. YOU have to want to want it.(but you already know that!)

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