Frustrated

Do you ever hate who you can be but not enough to change it?

I'm not talking just physically, but mentally too.

I hate that I have no determination or will power.

I want to lose weight, but would rather be lazy than get on the treadmill. I know it won't fall off on its own (although that would be AWESOME!) and I know it will be a fight for the rest of my life.

I also know that I want to do really well in school, yet here I sit, procrastinating once again.

I want to keep a clean house but blame work and school and helping at Jeff's work as not having time to exercise or clean.

Let's be honest. Facebook. Computer period. And pure laziness are my downfalls.

I feel so hurried and busy that I don't even feel like I have time to exercise. Can I wake up earlier... yes... but who wants to do that??? I guess I should find the motivation to wake up earlier if it means losing weight. But I guess I just don't want it that bad enough. Then again, I go to try on new clothes and HATE how it fits...

How do you fix that?